I pushed open the heavy hospital door, welcoming the shade, but not welcoming the stench. The odor of lost hope, of heartache and death; the smell that sucks life out of the already drained permeated the stale air.
"How you folks doin' today?" The receptionist asked, handing us a map of the hospital along with face masks to cover our noses and mouths, and gloves. "Wash your hands after leaving the infected vicinity, and dispose of your masks and gloves in the appropriate waste bins." She told us, pushing the hair out of her eyes and adjusting her own mask.
My parents and I stepped down the hall to a section with terminally ill patients. My sister would have come, but no children under the age of twelve could enter the hospital. It was just too risky.
Not anxious to see the state my grandfather was in, or what state his room was in, I heaved a sigh before going down the "Corridor of Death" as it is called. All of the men and women that the doctors could not find herbal remedies for sent for them to be placed in this ward.
I gulped down my nausea, fighting the urge to vomit as I entered the room. On make-shift beds the sick lay moaning, calling for death, Mother, and water. My mother slid across the floor, shoving aside the trampled "Get Well" card that had nearly caused her to fall in the muck. I then noticed all of the cards on the ground. It was obvious that none of these adults cared about well-wishing relatives; they only cared about the never-ending pain.
When we came to the bed my grandfather was occupying, I gasped. He was spread-eagled across the woolen blankets, clutching the edges of the bed. His eyes were bloodshot and wide. His breath came and went in shallow, rattling puffs.
I was, in the least to say, horrified.
Here was my grandfather, the man that was continually there if my parents were not; and I was watching him die. I was watching a hopeless case of torment that would eventually end in death. A swell of anger rose up in me. Why couldn't these doctors find a cure? Was it not their job? With all of the herbs out there, surely there would be one flower to heal any disease?
If this was what it was like to die, then I didn't want to.
I wanted to be happy in my final days, not groaning in misery among a hundred other filthy, dying souls. I shuddered with the reality of it, and wondered, "What if there was something that could cure you and end your last days in peace?"
I laughed at my stupidity as I trudged back down the "Corridor of Death".